My beautiful boy!

I had the opportunity to go get Jessie from the Youth Center in West Jordan on Wednesday. While we were there we attended a meeting about the progress he is making. To my surprise we learned that two out of three testings that were done Jessie scored very high in the Autism spectrum. Which I guess I had already known forever, but it's nice to know that we have a little back-up now. The other high scoring was delinquency , and conduct, which would to me coincide with autism if not taken care of properly. So he is officially diagnosed with being Emotionally Disturbed! But aren't we all just a little at times. He is doing so good at home right now, I can't believe that he is here like he hasn't been gone for 5 months. The other two boys are absolutely enjoying his company. They are all so content with each other. It's fantastic!!! I hate to have to take him back on Sunday, but we do get to see a very special friend on the way back....I think she has special shoes for him too! :) My Aunt and my cousin has moved in for a while too. I have rescued them from a very abusive relationship. I just hope she sticks to her guns and stays away! I hate for her to go back, I would be afraid for both of their lives. I think he is a little crazy! She is so beautiful and special and so is Ashley. Ashley has started school here already and Mary is looking very hard for a job! She went and got her hair and make up done yesterday. I also got them some clothes and things to make them both feel pretty and a little more at home. They don't have anything. He says he's going to send money but I doubt it, because we all know he is a real winner!! NOT!!! She is going to be just fine. Ashley too. They have too much family that love them. Jessie I hope that he will always be successful despite anything or nothing that is ever in his way. Love you My Beautiful Boy!!!

To New and Old

It has been forever since I have last posted anything. So much has happened. I don't even know where to start. First off, I want to say how proud of Jessie I am. He has been away since June and he has worked so hard on himself and finding out how he works in this crazy world. He is working on his goal to come home very soon. The goal is Christmas. I just can't wait, I'm so excited for him to finally be able to live a what everyone else considers a normal life. WTG kiddo. Next, I want to say how proud of Tieler I am. He is growing up to be such a great man. I can't believe how fast the time has gone by. I can't believe that in just a few more months he is going to be 16. Driving and hanging out with friends and going to parties and etc. I love the way he makes his voice go really low because his voice has changed so much. He has a moustache now. It's all so surreal. He also has a great little puppy, Bubba J, he ended up with parvo a few days ago. Tie stayed up all night long to make sure he would eat and drink through the night. He saved Bubba's life. Bubba is now in the puppy hospital and going to make a full recovery. YAY!! He is such a good kid. Last but never least we have CoryAllen, that young man will never cease to amaze me. He is so smart. He teaches me everyday something new. I love these boys sooo much! There is also something else very good happening in our simple but pleasureable lives. My Tomodachi and I are closer than ever. Her girlies are absolutely fabulous. I am so happy to have her in my life and to be in her and her girls lives. I hope that I become an important part of their lives all through their lives. I want to be there when they go through every important part of their lives. I never want to miss anything ever again. I have come to love them whole heartedly. I have also learned that I consumed a lot of energy into myself and not other people. I always brought my problems into a conversation when someone was trying to make me listen to theirs. Always comparing myself of competing in ways. I don't like myself for that but I am learning that it makes people not want me to listen, or makes me not a good listener and that's not me or it's not what I used to be. My mom and I are becoming close again. My step-sister and I are again close and I have missed her terribly. It's like things are all coming together in some unknown way. I also met up with friends of my grandparents and they have sort of adopted me and my family as theres now because my grandparents are passed and was wrongly treated by friends and family. I love them a lot and thank them so much for letting me in their hearts.