Everybody Else

Have you ever just had enough? Everyone asking you to do this and do that for them? You just don't have the heart to say NO. I absolutely am one of those people that can never say NO. I have ran myself down so hard that I have made myself physically sick. I really need to learn to tell my loved ones NO and just live with that decision. Because I know that even if they are upset for even just a moment they will be ok. I won't be totally disowned or something. It's stupid things even. My family think that because I am a stay at home mom that I have time to do their errands along with everything I have to do for my family! Which that is not true I run all the time because I have three very busy boys, two of which are teenagers. The youngest is in minors for baseball. That alone is three nights a week. The weekends is the only time we actually get to see each other all at once. And that is on a very rare occasion. My husband works all the stinkin time so that leaves me at home with the boys and everything else. And everyone else's stuff to do. I hate not being able to leave whenever we want to because I have something going on with some family member. I actually have to schedule everything into my calendar on my phone so I don't forget anything. And even then that doesn't always work. Then I am in big trouble because I have totally spaced someone out. Well I definitely feel better today. Later