To New and Old

It has been forever since I have last posted anything. So much has happened. I don't even know where to start. First off, I want to say how proud of Jessie I am. He has been away since June and he has worked so hard on himself and finding out how he works in this crazy world. He is working on his goal to come home very soon. The goal is Christmas. I just can't wait, I'm so excited for him to finally be able to live a what everyone else considers a normal life. WTG kiddo. Next, I want to say how proud of Tieler I am. He is growing up to be such a great man. I can't believe how fast the time has gone by. I can't believe that in just a few more months he is going to be 16. Driving and hanging out with friends and going to parties and etc. I love the way he makes his voice go really low because his voice has changed so much. He has a moustache now. It's all so surreal. He also has a great little puppy, Bubba J, he ended up with parvo a few days ago. Tie stayed up all night long to make sure he would eat and drink through the night. He saved Bubba's life. Bubba is now in the puppy hospital and going to make a full recovery. YAY!! He is such a good kid. Last but never least we have CoryAllen, that young man will never cease to amaze me. He is so smart. He teaches me everyday something new. I love these boys sooo much! There is also something else very good happening in our simple but pleasureable lives. My Tomodachi and I are closer than ever. Her girlies are absolutely fabulous. I am so happy to have her in my life and to be in her and her girls lives. I hope that I become an important part of their lives all through their lives. I want to be there when they go through every important part of their lives. I never want to miss anything ever again. I have come to love them whole heartedly. I have also learned that I consumed a lot of energy into myself and not other people. I always brought my problems into a conversation when someone was trying to make me listen to theirs. Always comparing myself of competing in ways. I don't like myself for that but I am learning that it makes people not want me to listen, or makes me not a good listener and that's not me or it's not what I used to be. My mom and I are becoming close again. My step-sister and I are again close and I have missed her terribly. It's like things are all coming together in some unknown way. I also met up with friends of my grandparents and they have sort of adopted me and my family as theres now because my grandparents are passed and was wrongly treated by friends and family. I love them a lot and thank them so much for letting me in their hearts.